I am a backwards sillypants. (Title courtesy of Marissa Langager)

In some ways, I am a paranoid person. I read things my friends have posted online and I fear that they're secretly about me. I had this instance of panic on Sunday night that resulted in me texting a friend and asking him not to cut me out of his life. He actually wasn't planning on cutting anyone out of his life, and if I were thinking clearly instead of in a panic at 2 am I would know that. I'm also paranoid about this blog, I remember in a conversation with Ace two weeks ago about having so many started and unfinished posts because I'm scared of what people will think of them. Ace was kind enough to remind me that this blog is for me and people can read it if they want to.